CXIX
Bewailing the Pallor of Pining Love
She
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It is I myself that consented to the parting of my beloved: to whom shall I complain now of my pallor?
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Pallor is proud of being his child, and creeping all over my frame rideth on me.
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My comeliness and my modesty he hath taken away, giving in exchange nought but the pangs of the heart and my pallid hue.
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In my heart I think nought but his thoughts, with my tongue I speak nought but his praises: and yet, witchcraft! this pallor hath overspread my frame.57
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That day too he went but there, and paleness sought me out here!58
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Even as darkness lieth in wait for the light to be put out, even so doth Pallor lie in wait for my separation from my lord.
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I lay in his embrace: I then left him for a while, and behold, pallor swallowed me up, as it were!
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There are people to reproach me saying, Behold she hath become sallow and pale: but there is none to reproach him for abandoning me!
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Acquit him forsooth, my maid, of all harmful intent: the deathlike pallor of my body is nothing to thee.
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It is good for me even to be twitted with the sallowness of my skin, if only they accuse not my beloved of cruelty.59