CXVII
Bewailing the Pangs of Separation and Pining Away
She
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I smother my grief within me, but behold! it only welleth up more and more even as the water of the spring to those who are draining it.
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To conceal my grief is now beyond me: but as to disclosing it, I should feel it a shame to speak of it even to him that caused it.
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At the two ends of the pole which is my life, my two loads of passion and delicacy hang heavy; and this suffering body breaketh under their weight.55
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There is a very sea before me in my passion for my beloved: but a trusty bark to cross it there is none for me.
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What will they not do when they are enemies, those who suffer one to pine away when they are friends?
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Vast as the sea is the joy that love yieldeth: but when it taketh to burning, the pangs it causeth are deeper far.
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I swim in the stormy sea of love, but I spy not any shore thereto: even in the dead of night I am all alone and there is none to console me.
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Night in her mercy rocketh all life to sleep: and yet she hath none to help her through but me.56
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The Night that passeth too slowly for me today is crueller in its cruelty than the cruel one himself.
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If my eyes can run, even as my heart runneth, to where he is, they need not now be swimming in a sea of tears.